i can't write...
i can't seem to think of anything to write about.
it's not an issue of lack of topics or subjects,
because a lot of things have been popping in my mind lately.
should i write about them? shall i not?
maybe, it all comes down to the relevance of such issues,
and/or sheer level of senselessness.
fact is, i can't seem to focus to one.
lately, that's how i see things - disarrayed.
and it seems that that's the problem, also, of most people.
we tend to overdo things.
to include unneccesary aspects to an otherwise noble endeavor.
why can't we just keep things simple?
why can't we stick to what is needed?
why set rules that's irrelevant to what you do?
why waste time & energy exerting extra effort that contribute nothing to your cause?
why restrict yourself doing things you love if abstaining from it has no effect whatsoever to what you do?
why can't i just write?
why can't i just write about those things bugging my mind?
with this posts, i have erased paragraphs that i deem important..
just because of the consequences they might bring..
there's a lot i want to convey, so why can't i write them?
why am i restricting myself in doing what i was set to do?
am i overthinking things now? should i not restrict myself?
just like my mind right now, this post is also disarrayed.
i want to write.
i should set my priorities straight.
do what i think is right.
